Monday, 10 August 2015

My IVF Journey - S8 appointment

assalammualaikum wbt

Hari ni stumulation day 8, means hari terakhir untuk suntikan pergoveris, dan hari ke3 suntikan orgalutron.

Appointment dgn doc A dlm kol 11 td alhamdulillah berjln lancar. Eventho dpt turn no 10, tp sbb ramai xde dpn klinik, dpt skip 4 org huhu.. TVS nmpk byk gile telur n roughly je doktor cek saiz.. Mmg besar2.. Ade 17.5, ade 16.7.. Doktor nmpk puas hati dgn saiz skrg tp doc pun takut dgn potensi OHSS. So, doc kate proceed OPU khamis ni 13/8/15 kol 10pg. So kena daftar wad kol 7pg. Regime ubat pun bertukar. Orgalutron lg 2 dos, 1 inject mlm ni kol 11, satu lg inject esok pg kol 10pg. Then mlm kol 11pm 11/8/15 inject decapeptyl 2 dose sekali. Ptg 12/8/15, kol 6pm mkn dulcolax 2 biji n puasa tp bole lg minum air, n puasa semua mknn n minuman start kol 12am. Sblm balik tadi, doktor mintak suami buat ujian hep B and HIV, sy pun kena buat tp 12/8/15, sehari sblm opu. Doktor jugak bg ubat 3 bijik carbegoline untuk elak potensi OHSS. Yg ni mkn lps opu, but doc xbgtau mcm mne nk mkn. Semua ubat nnt saya review dlm post review ubat k.

Masa scan sempat tanye doktor, rase2 nye brape telur dpt ni. Die kate ade dlm 15 ni..tp sbb awk pcos takut ade yg kosong. So hope semua berjln lancar opu nnt. Sejak inject orgalutron, rase senak dah berkurang, tp mmg rase berat dgn perut..mcm rase terbakar (burning sensation) pun ade kdg2..tp klu baring mmg sedap xde rase sgt, tp mmg lenguh la..yela asyik baring je kejenye..lps opu nnt..ade mse bertenang since nk freeze all, so nk g berurut la kjp, hehe.. Ade suggestion x urut sedap area s alam?

And sy nk wat entry pasal kos ivf bile semua da selesai inshaAllah.

Saturday, 8 August 2015

"I Had IVF When I Was Only 27": One Woman's Journey to Becoming a Mama

Marley (not her real name) is a 28-year-old marketing pro, wife, and stepmom (to teenagers) who's chronicling her journey to getting pregnant on her blog, So Call Me Crazy. Because her husband had a vasectomy before they were married, they've chosen IVF--and the process hasn't been without some bumps in the road. Take a look:
OK, give us a little background.
Marley:
 I'm madly in love with my husband and I have a great marketing career. I love to snowboard, road trip and read, and I never pass up the chance to go to happy hour. I want it all: I want to be a great wife, mom, friend and coworker. And, on the inside, I'm just trying to be happy and thankful even though I'm facing some emotional demons.
My husband (who is magazine good-looking!) is strong, witty and kind. He's the kind of man you want to be married to and the kind of father you want your kids to have. I'm so thankful that he picked me. 
I love my stepsons--one is 18 and one is 15. It's challenging being a stepmom because I often feel like an outsider with them, but they're really good people. They get good grades and make good decisions, and they treat me well. There's a lot of playing and laughter in our house.

Friday, 7 August 2015

My IVF Journey - IVF medication review

Assalammualaikum,

Disini sy nk terangkan dlm bahasa mudah 2 ubat yang sedang saya guna setakat ni.

1. Pergoveris 150iu/75iu

Pergo ni terdiri drpn 2 jenis sintetik hormon:

150iu/11mcg follitropin alfa (mimik Follicle stimulating hormone aka FSH)
& 75iu/3mcg lutropin alfa (mimik luteinising hormone aka LH)

So back to basic, FSH tugas die membesarkan follicle yg akan meningkatkan hormon estrogen dan hormon ni akan bantu utk perkembangan telur dlm follicle yg plg besar. Bila estrogen byk, ia akan ransang perembesan LH pulak utk telur dilepaskan keluar dari ovari (ovulation).

Biasanya pergo inject pada S1-S8

Setakat ni lepas S4 inject br rase senak2 perut n sakit pinggang..

2. Orgalutron 0.25mg/0.5ml

Orga ni terdiri drpn ganirelix.

Ganirelix ni dia adalah anti-gonadotrophin releasing hormone. Secara asas gonadotrophin releasing hormone(GnRH) merancang perembesan LH. So ganilerix merencatkan LH supaya tiada ovulasi berlaku selagi xde saiz follicle yg optimum dgn jumlah yg diperlukan.

Biasa orga inject pada S5-S8.

3. Decapeptyl

Mengandungi bahan aktif triptorelin, iaitu same dgn fungsi luiteining hormone releasing hormon (LHRH) yg bertindak pd kelenjar pituitary di otak.
Ok secara kasarnya, Perembesan LH dan estrogen dikawal oleh LHRH ni, so bila LHRH aktifkn kelenjar pituitary, LH dan estrogen pun meningkat, dan decapeptyl injection menambahkan amount rembesan both hormon ni. But bila byk sht LHRH+decapeptyl, kelenjar pituitary jd desensitize dan akhirnya mengurangkan perembesan LH dan estrogen. Deca membantu dlm proses akhir utk pematangan telur

Decapeptyl injek 36jam sebelum egg retrival.


4. Carbegoline

Ubat ini saya makan selepas OPU. Ni untuk mengurangkan simpton OHSS. Pada dasarnya ubat ini utk treat hyperprolactemia iaitu byknye hormon prolactin dlm bdn, prolactin ni penting utk penghasilan susu.
But in my case, as decapeptyl is injected, so takut efek die xreduce lps opu, jd carbegoline act as inhibitor la kpd decapeptyl.

Saya da mkn 12 biji setakat ni since ovari sy still bengkak 8cm even seminggu lps opu.

Ok itu shj info ubat-ubatan.. Nanti dah start ubat baru sy review pulak.

My IVF Journey - S5

S5 means stimulation day 5.

Assalammualaikum.

Harini cek up utk tgk size telur in response to pergoveris for the past 5 days. Alhamdulillah ade 1 biji belah kanan yg size 15mm, 1 biji lagi 14mm belah kiri. Tp secara keseluruhannya doc xpuas hati tgk keadaan ovari sbb dua2 ovari penuh dgn telur kecik2. Patut la rase senak sejak semlm. Nk tdo pun susah.. Sbb semua telur tu berebut2 nk membesar same..huhu..but doc kate just nice with plan, mlm ni da bole start injection orgalutron pukul 11pm. Alhamdulillah..

Lepas keluar bilik doktor mood terus baik, sbb dpt good news alhamdulillah.. Padahal td muke punya la monyok sbb cuak bagai. Husband excited sgt..xsabar nk tgk embabies..hehe..sejak ivf start ni die rajin la gugel mcm2 istilah ttc.. 2ww tu ape, dpo tu ape..hehe..hari ni ajar istilah embabies plak..represent embryo + babies. Setiap mlm pun kami akan tgk video2 icsi, stage fertilization.. Nk bg attraction tu ade. Smpai husband angan2 la nk wat ivf machine sendiri..huhu..he and his robotic maniac.

So, cant wait for another appointment this coming monday, 10/8/15, on S8.

And doctor pesan xleh renyah2 dah skrg. Sbb takut telur ruptured. Solat pun kena duduk, xleh bongkok2.. Bersama pun xleh.. Tp air mani kena keluarkan n buang pd 9/7/15 nnt.

Ok baik doctor.

Doakan telur saya cantik membesar dan penuh dgn isi.

Thursday, 6 August 2015

My IVF journey

Assalammualaikum wbt..

Wowwww sekian lama tidak menulis..and im back!!

Actually byk fasa ttc yg dah lalui..mari kite singkatkan:

7 Jan 2015: laparoscopy ovarian drilling with prof hatta (suami dr adilah) di HUKM
Mac 2015: followup with dr adilah again post laps, seems my ovary didnt react positively with laps. Doctor suggest to procees iui or ivf..
Apr 2015: we decide to proceed IVF next cycle.
Mei 2015: IVF postpone for 3 cycle as i was warded due to leptospirosis.

Sadis jugak time warded bln 5 tu sbb da semangat nk start ivf. Tp Allah lbh tau apa yg terbaik.. Instead xdpt proceed, dpt ikut suami bercuti ke Los Angeles!! Hehe..klu start ivf gamaknya tinggallah xdpt ikut..

Ok as soon as period bulan julai appear, terus buat appointment dgn doc adilah:

28 julai 2015: CD2

Doc scan TVS untuk cek telur, time ni baru cd2.. Doc kate belum cukup 3 bulan selepas masuk ward bln mei tu.. Klu nk ikutkan 15/8/15 br cukup 3 bulan. Doc sgt particular sbb menurut doc, concern dia ialah liver ade problem x as ubat n kuman akan cerna kat situ.. So doc mintk dtg blk hari jumaat utk scan skali lg.. N time ni doc da bg senarai ubat yg kena beli.


1 ogos 2015: CD6

Sepatutnya appointment kol 11, tp tiba2 doc kena masuk OT kol 11 tu..ape lg memecutla dr shah alam kol 10.15 ke pantai bangsar. Kol 10.45 smpai terus amik valet je sbb sure penuh parking. Then naik tunggu 1 turn n dpt jumpe doc. Doc scan n tgk bole proceed injection ahad atau isnin.. Tp doc suruh tunjukk. Blood test time warded lepto. Aduiii.. Mane ntah simpan segala bils tu..ptg tu balik n cari2 ade resit je..lap result xde.. Terus msj doc...mlm nr doc reply bgtau esok kena dtg buat blood test kat pantai.

2 ogos 2015: CD7

Kol 10.30 sampai pantai. Jumpe nurse salina amik borang withdraw darah, n proceed ke tingkat 2 bangunan yg sama ke outpatient lab. Lps da withdraw darah terus msj doc.. Skali doc kate apsal lmbt sgt amik darah sbb lab hri ni separuh hari je...huaaaa apsal bole lupe sabtu separuh hari.. Sejak xbekerja ni mmg lupe dah hri ape org kje huhu..

3 ogos 2015:

Pagi2 msj doc tanye bile nk start injection, doc reply since blood result esok pg br bole tgk, esok pg2 isnin tu jumpe die 1st pts. So kami pun kelam kabut call kak Futk beli ubat pagi ahad tu...tup tap kol 11 sampai rumah kak F.baik sgt kak F ni hidang kuew tiow lg pd kami..dia kate kami muda lg ni. Kak  F ajar mcm mane nk guna semua ubat n suami kak F bg tips2 semasa rawatan..dia kate jgn stress.. Buat mcm mula2 kawin dulu. Layan isteri mcm puteri bila da transfer telur nnt. Jgn buat kerja2 kasar..baring je klu bole..naik tangga pun xbole..solat pun kena duduk..byk tips lg dapat..baik sgt both of them.. Then total kos ubat RM4550 termasuk sringe n jarum2..

Nk tau x ubat ape yg mahal sgt tu? Hehe

Ingat nk upload gmbar tp xtau cane setting ipad ni. Kite senaraikan je lah k:

Pergoveris (fillotropin) 0.5ml
Orgalutron
Decapeptyl
Crinone (progesterone vaginal gel)

Sekarang ni tgh injection Pergoveris shj. Pergoveris ni utk stimulate folicle development. Esok scan pada Stimulation Day 5 (S5). Klu ivf cycle die ikut stimulation day brpe sbb klu ikut cycle day mcm xvalid sgt. Doakan esok telur cntik membesar dgn jayanya ya.

See u again..byeeeee...




Tuesday, 14 October 2014

CD60

Assalammualaikum wbt..

harini tepat cd60 T_T. last BFN hari jumaat lepas, 10/10/14, time cd56. i dont feel preggy jugak..af apetah lagi.. ok maknanya selama ni period bergantung pd duphaston je. last time buat atkins (sblm raya haji) dpt la turun dari 64kg ke 59kg. but ya lepas raya makan bagai nk rak! nk diet balik dah kelautttt...tp swimming tetap swimming. skrg sekurang2nya saya swimming 3 kali seminggu. but kalau larat 5 kali seminggu..tp mmg flat la setiap hari..huhu..ok teruskan usaha asma'!.. about my period, rase nk jumpe doc lg 10 hari xperiod..means dlm cd70 cmtu..lama2 xperiod nnt doc adilah marah! huu..pcos really mess up my period. hurm...

but selain swimming, asma skrg tgh mkn:

1. pati delima- rasa sgt manis n masam! takut kekdg nk mkn..kang bertambah teruk kadar gula dlm darahku...mkn mlm sblm tido
2. madu+apple vinegar-ni hubby beli kat genting. die dah campur sekali.. ok la dr kena mkn apple vinegar je kan..masammmmmm..bila ade madu tu bole la telan sikit.. ni makan pagi sblm bekfas
3. multivitamin blackmore 1 biji kali sehari pagi
4. fish oil blackmore 1 biji 2 kali sehari, pagi n ptg
5. habbatussauda' currently mkn brand halagel sebab die ade packing 120 biji/botol..beli ngn member dpt harga rm55..ni mkn 2 biji 2 kali sehari, pg n ptg
6. 2 biji telur half cook setiap pagi.
7. chia seed - ok ni x consisten..asyik lupe je nk mkn..mungkin sbb kedudukan die kat peti sejuk..

well..now im having a very bad habit! sblm ni asma xpenah suke minum nescafe or kopi..but lately sedap gile both of them ok! hari2 mesti pekena 1 kali..huaaaa..caffein is not good for ttcian kan..tp sedappppp...huhu...

tertanya2 kenapa la lambat sgt period ni..mungkin sbb last 5 cycle sblm ni induce by duphaston kot..hurmm...tp cycle ni pelik..time cd18-cd20 tu cramp gile perut mcm nk period. tp pastu xde pape dah. but cycle ni xjumpe langsung egg white. bbt lagi la kelaut sampai malas nk ambik dah.. Ya Allah jika ada nyawa dalam rahimku Kau peliharalah, Jika tidak, Kau turunkanlah darahku itu. amin

btw semalam baru abes 'dose' sireh yg mak bidan tu suro makan..actually terskip 1 hari xmakan! haha..ok bergantung lah, kalau berkesan alhamdulillah, klu xpun, xpe kite usaha kan., Allah yg tentukan.

last week pegi lagi akupuntur. doc still wat kat point yg sama. doc cite last 2 weeks ade couple ni amik ubat homeopati shj dr die tanpa akupuntur. couple ni dr johor dtg semata2 nk jumpe die. lepas 2 minggu mkn, terus lekat..rezeki kan..alhamdulillah. lepas wat akupuntur tu cramp2 perut..hurm...

ok itu shj perkembangan asma. doakan asma period/ade baby dlm perut..org kate selagi xperiod selagi tu ade harapan lagi kan..ok..hope is where i hold on too.. and to Allah i give my greatest hope.

May Allah bless.


Wednesday, 8 October 2014

Finally, jumpe mak bidan mengurut

Assalammualaikum wbt,

Semenjak xde update sebab xjmpe doc Adilah, atas alasan nk kumpul duit wat drilling and sebab doc adilah g haji, so malasnya bertimpa2.

but ya, nk share pengalaman berurut dan berubat dengan bidan kampung.

Balik raya haji lepas, adik saya terseliuh kaki dan mak bawak la g jumpe mak ude tukang urut ni. so, al kisahnya tnye la mak uda tu bole urut utk kesuburan ke x. die kate die cuba je Allah yang tolong. so wat appointment dgn die the next day. die mintk bwk daun sireh 7 helai dan air 1 botol.

so besoknya datang dlm kol 9 cmtu. berdebar jgk nk berurut ni. yela sy ni org sains sikit. n xbrpe nk caya mistik2 ni. mak pesan suro baca ayat kursi byk2 sebagai pendinding so that if let say org urut tu nk masukkan apa2 dah xleh..huu..

so, masuk je rumah die ambik sireh tu letak kapur kat sireh then bukak botol air then baca2..xtau die baca ape tp dgr selawat2 la n doa dlm bhs melayu. moga xde unsur syirik disitu.. then die kate sireh ni kena lipat ikut lipatan yg die ajar then hancurkan n makan sikit selebihnya sapu kat perut. wat 1 helai setiap mlm lps isya'. then baru g berurut..sakit woo die urut. urut belakang dulu..die kate urat sy keras n byk angin. then lps tu pusing ke depan..die urut bhgian perut then tiba2 die kate ade 'angin' ni..4 penjuru..im like...what?? then die kate kena buang angin ni. die yg mkn telur awk...huu..so die picit 4 penjuru perut tu n baca2 then cubit n buang ke luar tingkap. huu..ok pelik2..lepas tu abes sesi mengurut..

mak uda tu pesan dia kata dlm masa 3 bulan jgn urut bhgian perut sb mungkin akan mengandung, if xmengandung lps sethun jmpe die semula. if nk mkn ubat2 hosp xde mslh..

so begitulah secara ringkasnya..esoknya sakit badan..haha..

hope usaha ini Allah perkenankan..dan moga Allah ampunkan dosa kami jika ada unsur mistik yg kami tidak ketahui. sesungguhnya Ilmu itu dtg dari Allah.