Assalammualaikum wbt. I wrote this entry using my samsung note 3. I find it is a bit easier to write using my phone instead of my ipad because Crome feature is a bit friendly than using safari.
Anyway back to our topic. Today actually is 2dp4dt. So let me take you back 2 weeks before.
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Showing posts with label fet. Show all posts
Wednesday, 9 August 2017
Wednesday, 19 July 2017
Post OPU complication - ivf #2
Assalammualaikum,
I wrote this entry about 5 months afer opu procedure. It is because i was in a very uncomfortable situation at that time.
This time, although my opu procedure went well, and the eggs retrived was 13, only 5 survive after fertilisation because mostly the sack was empty. And only 4 made it to blastocyte with 2 in a good grade and 2 are average grade. And the worst part was, i had OHSS right after opu! It was so bad, my stomach was bloated like 5months pregnant, i had difficulty to breath, i cannot sleep lying in bed, i had to sit up straight the entire time and i was very exhausted. I had no appetite, eventhough sometime i felt hungry, i can only sip half a glass of water and i felt already full! If i ate or drink more, i will feel suffocated, like drowning underwater.
This condition last for about 2 weeks! Even during the day of my embryo transfer.
That day, despite all the pain, i push myself to feel excited and happy. We went to hukm 6 days after opu. They let us see the blastocyte, and prof suggest to transfer 1 good grade and 1 average grade. I had a feeling my body isn't ready for this. But we pray hard and tawakal to Allah.
7 days after tranfer we went to check for beta hcg and the result was below 2. This time i didnt feel sad much because all i think about was to feel better from all this ohss. It is so bad, at one point i beg my husband to bring me to emergency and poke my stomach to release all the water retent inside me.
I stop all my meds and i got my period the next day. Soon after that, all my OHSS are gone and i felt free again.
It was a traumatize experience for me. I do felt dissapointed but ohss is a bigger issue than being not pregnant. I dont know if i can bare another ivf after this or not.
1 month after that, we went to see prof hashim. He suggest for me to take antibiotic, tab azithromycin 500mg for 3 days every month for 3 months, to rule out any infection in my adhesion side, together with vitamin D3 to boost up my egg quality and diane 35 contraception pill to regulate my cycle. These meds is to be taken for 3 months.
So today is after 3 months, and this is my last cycle. I will be meeting prof tomorrow to ask if we can proceed with fet this month. I am so excited and optimist about this time as my mind and body is ready for another journey and adventure in TTC.
I hope all my friend and readers are still in a high spirit and energy to continue your treatment and ttc journey as this is the sweet bitter part of our life that Allah had given to us. If we had much sabr, inshaAllah He will reward us, maybe not here but in hereafter.
Love,
Asma'
I wrote this entry about 5 months afer opu procedure. It is because i was in a very uncomfortable situation at that time.
This time, although my opu procedure went well, and the eggs retrived was 13, only 5 survive after fertilisation because mostly the sack was empty. And only 4 made it to blastocyte with 2 in a good grade and 2 are average grade. And the worst part was, i had OHSS right after opu! It was so bad, my stomach was bloated like 5months pregnant, i had difficulty to breath, i cannot sleep lying in bed, i had to sit up straight the entire time and i was very exhausted. I had no appetite, eventhough sometime i felt hungry, i can only sip half a glass of water and i felt already full! If i ate or drink more, i will feel suffocated, like drowning underwater.
This condition last for about 2 weeks! Even during the day of my embryo transfer.
That day, despite all the pain, i push myself to feel excited and happy. We went to hukm 6 days after opu. They let us see the blastocyte, and prof suggest to transfer 1 good grade and 1 average grade. I had a feeling my body isn't ready for this. But we pray hard and tawakal to Allah.
7 days after tranfer we went to check for beta hcg and the result was below 2. This time i didnt feel sad much because all i think about was to feel better from all this ohss. It is so bad, at one point i beg my husband to bring me to emergency and poke my stomach to release all the water retent inside me.
I stop all my meds and i got my period the next day. Soon after that, all my OHSS are gone and i felt free again.
It was a traumatize experience for me. I do felt dissapointed but ohss is a bigger issue than being not pregnant. I dont know if i can bare another ivf after this or not.
1 month after that, we went to see prof hashim. He suggest for me to take antibiotic, tab azithromycin 500mg for 3 days every month for 3 months, to rule out any infection in my adhesion side, together with vitamin D3 to boost up my egg quality and diane 35 contraception pill to regulate my cycle. These meds is to be taken for 3 months.
So today is after 3 months, and this is my last cycle. I will be meeting prof tomorrow to ask if we can proceed with fet this month. I am so excited and optimist about this time as my mind and body is ready for another journey and adventure in TTC.
I hope all my friend and readers are still in a high spirit and energy to continue your treatment and ttc journey as this is the sweet bitter part of our life that Allah had given to us. If we had much sabr, inshaAllah He will reward us, maybe not here but in hereafter.
Love,
Asma'
Saturday, 13 February 2016
Post IVF #1- The review
Assalammualaikum wbt
Suspen x baca post ni..hehe..last post was 4 months back. So actually da mcm2 benda berlaku..jom sy summarizekan
5wks pregnant ivf #1:
No sac seen on tvs n abdominal ultrasound. Bhcg reading pun sgt rendah..
6wks pregnant ivf#1:
Still no sac seen on uterus, but something was seen on the fallopion tube!! Ade sakit2 jgk kat bhgian kiri rahim..aduiii..doc a da suruh admit takut ectopic. But we r very optimistic sbb pain tu xteruk sgt. Doc suggest amik second opinion di hukm dgn prof hashim. Went to prof hashim, he said nothing to worry about since the mass xbesar n baru 6wks..if die burst pun dlm 7 wks. To be cautious je. Prof suruh berhenti semua ubat luteal support sbb die yakim pregnancy ni xjadi coz bhcg rendah scan xnmpk pape. So benti semua ubat
7wks pregnant ivf #1:
Tepat2 masuk 7 minggu wooosh darah mengalir dgn jayanya.. 2 hari sblm tu keluar lendir2 putih telur. Ummi sy kate tu sarang baby tu, sbb xjd so xnmpk pape, die pecah terus. Heavy bleeding for 7 days follow by 30 days spotting onwards. Heavy bleeding tu jgn ckp la sakitnye mcm mane huhu..tu la contraction agaknye ek. Tepat2 30 hari spotting, sy period semula. Alhamdulillah rase lega sbb period lps miscarriage.
So i wait for another 2 cycle sblm jumpe doc a semula.
Jan 2016, we went for another fet since we had 1 frozen morula. Segala ubat2 fet beli ade dlm rm500. Then thawing day arrive, our morula seem did not generate well. Lps 3 hari thaw, die mati aka degenarate. Fet/ivf#2 was cancel due to morula didnt make it. So we plan to shift to hukm after this.
What actually happen:
After 2 fail ivf (1st one was chemical pregnancy until 7 wks, one didnt make it even in the petri dish), doc a conclude that maybe my gene or the embryo gene is not good enough for them to survive. Usually a women my age have a good quality of embryo of 2:3, means 2 out of 3 is a good embryo. But mine is very confusing, it is like my embryo langsung xbagus semuanya, thats why they didnt make it. I was so afraid that the problem is with genetic, doc kate kat tropicana ade tools utk cek gene of embryo tp cost about rm12k lg..so xworth, baik try again for another cycle.
We plan to shift to hukm mostly due to cost wise, pantai had a very good doctor and i really like doc a, however their cost is very unbearable. Tu belum tiba2 emergency kena warded la kan.. So doc a cadang ke hukm pulak.. Hukm xde doc perempuan, which this is my 1st priority in seeking treatment, but no choice sbb kepakaran is my 2nd priority, and it is suggested by doc a to seek prof hashim. So our next appointment will be on march 2016 inshaAllah, can't wait!!
Perasaan saya?
Hurm, nangis mmg wajib la kan bg setiap perempuan hehe..but mostly im grateful to be in this journey this far! Im young, just turn 27 last november, i had about 13 years more to try for baby. So why be sad now? Im excited to try again n again until Allah permit us to have babies. We will never give up. I know His plan is better for us. Ingat kate2 ni if rase down:
If i ask Allah for something that i want, and He gave me, i thank him once, but when i ask him but he didn't gave me, yet, i thank him 1000x, because He knew what is best for me.
Kalau kate pasarnye, if kite keluar rumah dah jln separuh n baru teringat ade tertinggal brg kat rumah n kena patah balik, jgn merungut sbb mungkin Allah nk selamatkan kirpte dr malapetaka di tgh jln. Cmtu la lbh kurang..hehe
So sebulan without any treatment is my recovery month. Means no hormon yeayy..so i plan to take supplement to improve my egg quality. I bought royal jelly, coq10, fish oil, multivit n folic acid. InshaAllah nk mkn utk sebulan sblm jmpe prof hashim.
I google about prof hashim but xbyk yg tulis review treatment dgn die. Kenape ek? Anyone know or been his patient before? Just want to know a bit about his style before starting with him.
Suspen x baca post ni..hehe..last post was 4 months back. So actually da mcm2 benda berlaku..jom sy summarizekan
5wks pregnant ivf #1:
No sac seen on tvs n abdominal ultrasound. Bhcg reading pun sgt rendah..
6wks pregnant ivf#1:
Still no sac seen on uterus, but something was seen on the fallopion tube!! Ade sakit2 jgk kat bhgian kiri rahim..aduiii..doc a da suruh admit takut ectopic. But we r very optimistic sbb pain tu xteruk sgt. Doc suggest amik second opinion di hukm dgn prof hashim. Went to prof hashim, he said nothing to worry about since the mass xbesar n baru 6wks..if die burst pun dlm 7 wks. To be cautious je. Prof suruh berhenti semua ubat luteal support sbb die yakim pregnancy ni xjadi coz bhcg rendah scan xnmpk pape. So benti semua ubat
7wks pregnant ivf #1:
Tepat2 masuk 7 minggu wooosh darah mengalir dgn jayanya.. 2 hari sblm tu keluar lendir2 putih telur. Ummi sy kate tu sarang baby tu, sbb xjd so xnmpk pape, die pecah terus. Heavy bleeding for 7 days follow by 30 days spotting onwards. Heavy bleeding tu jgn ckp la sakitnye mcm mane huhu..tu la contraction agaknye ek. Tepat2 30 hari spotting, sy period semula. Alhamdulillah rase lega sbb period lps miscarriage.
So i wait for another 2 cycle sblm jumpe doc a semula.
Jan 2016, we went for another fet since we had 1 frozen morula. Segala ubat2 fet beli ade dlm rm500. Then thawing day arrive, our morula seem did not generate well. Lps 3 hari thaw, die mati aka degenarate. Fet/ivf#2 was cancel due to morula didnt make it. So we plan to shift to hukm after this.
What actually happen:
After 2 fail ivf (1st one was chemical pregnancy until 7 wks, one didnt make it even in the petri dish), doc a conclude that maybe my gene or the embryo gene is not good enough for them to survive. Usually a women my age have a good quality of embryo of 2:3, means 2 out of 3 is a good embryo. But mine is very confusing, it is like my embryo langsung xbagus semuanya, thats why they didnt make it. I was so afraid that the problem is with genetic, doc kate kat tropicana ade tools utk cek gene of embryo tp cost about rm12k lg..so xworth, baik try again for another cycle.
We plan to shift to hukm mostly due to cost wise, pantai had a very good doctor and i really like doc a, however their cost is very unbearable. Tu belum tiba2 emergency kena warded la kan.. So doc a cadang ke hukm pulak.. Hukm xde doc perempuan, which this is my 1st priority in seeking treatment, but no choice sbb kepakaran is my 2nd priority, and it is suggested by doc a to seek prof hashim. So our next appointment will be on march 2016 inshaAllah, can't wait!!
Perasaan saya?
Hurm, nangis mmg wajib la kan bg setiap perempuan hehe..but mostly im grateful to be in this journey this far! Im young, just turn 27 last november, i had about 13 years more to try for baby. So why be sad now? Im excited to try again n again until Allah permit us to have babies. We will never give up. I know His plan is better for us. Ingat kate2 ni if rase down:
If i ask Allah for something that i want, and He gave me, i thank him once, but when i ask him but he didn't gave me, yet, i thank him 1000x, because He knew what is best for me.
Kalau kate pasarnye, if kite keluar rumah dah jln separuh n baru teringat ade tertinggal brg kat rumah n kena patah balik, jgn merungut sbb mungkin Allah nk selamatkan kirpte dr malapetaka di tgh jln. Cmtu la lbh kurang..hehe
So sebulan without any treatment is my recovery month. Means no hormon yeayy..so i plan to take supplement to improve my egg quality. I bought royal jelly, coq10, fish oil, multivit n folic acid. InshaAllah nk mkn utk sebulan sblm jmpe prof hashim.
I google about prof hashim but xbyk yg tulis review treatment dgn die. Kenape ek? Anyone know or been his patient before? Just want to know a bit about his style before starting with him.
Friday, 25 September 2015
My IVF journey - FET day
Assalammualaikum wbt.
Harini dah 7dp5dt bermaksud 7 days past 5 embryo day transfer.
Actually FET berlaku pada 18/9/2015, iaitu jumaat lepas. Khamis pagi sehari sblm fet tu, msj doc tnye psl level progesterone. Alhamdulillah level low sesuai utk fet. But sebab embryo baru thaw pg tu, so better fet esok. So, jumaat pagi tu kol 7.30 pagi da kat admission kaunter. Naik wad dpt bilik same time OPU, nurse situ pun da kenal sy, hehe.. Lepas amik blood pressure semua, kami turun bwh g mkn nasi lemak kegemaran kat kedai ma'cik. Then singgah MBG beli air avocado..sedap!
Kol 9 naik wad balik, tuka baju OT, g toilet kosongkn bladder n start minum air semula. Punyalah cuak minum smpai 1L air, huhu. Dlm kol 9.45 pg tu nurse da dtg nk bwk g masuk OT. Husband g tuka baju OT since die bole masuk sepanjang fet tu. kol 10 cmtu da rase nk terkucil sgt2, tu la byk sgt minum air haha.. Doc dtg dlm kol 10.30 pg. bygkn lame betul thn kencing huaaaa...
Masuk ot, doctor panggil utk tgk embryos kat screen dgn embryologist. Alhamdulillah 2 hatching blastocytes cantik sgt kat screen. Embryologist gredkan 3AB xsilap. Lepas tgk mulakan proses fet. Masa tu bukan takut sakit kena masuk alat kat bawah tp more pd nk terkucil sgt haha. Bila scan tgk mmg betul bladder sgt penuh huhu..tp fet bole je proceed. Dlm 10 mins cmtu, doc mintk baca bismillah n masukkan 2 blastocytes tu. then doc masukkn tiub lepaskn air kencing n baru legaaaaaa...hahaha
Lepas tu nurse xbg bgn lg..lps setgh jam dlm ot, katil sy pun smpai, nurse angkat naik atas katil n tolak ke bilik. Xboleh bgn sejam. Tp lps setgh jam rase nk kencing lg..aduiyaiii..tp thn jgk smpai sejam terus meluru ke tandas. Doc mintk kami admit sehari utk bedrest n kurangkan aktiviti bgn.
Fet tak bius sebab xsakit, cuma seksa thn kencing je la.
2dp5dt
Simptom perut or bhgian rahim mcm ade jarum cucuk2. Perut mmg cramp mcm nk period tp xla teruk sgt..but the cucuk2 things is new which i nvr felt before.
3dp5dt
Cucuk2 simptom masih ade especially bile berehat n baring.
4dp5dt
Time ni da kami balik kg kat desaru. Cucuk2 da xde
5dp5dt.
Kami gatal2 wat upt kol 5 ptg, and hasilnya BFN la huhu..time ni frust sikit tp sedapkan hati sbb amik timing ptg kan.
6dp5dt
Bgn pg2 wat upt lg skali, another BFN. Pg ni pg raya, terus xde mood..huhu..risau sbb baca ramai je da dpt bfp time ni. But bila gugel2, ade yg kate fet ni Hcg level mmg lower than natural pregnancy, so kena tunggu sekurang2nya 10dp5dt, which is my beta date this coming monday, 28/9/15.
7dp5dt
Ops lupe bgtau, sepanjang ni sy solat duduk je, but harini da start solat mcm biasa. Ubat insert seperti biasa iaitu femoston kuning 3 kali sehari dan crinone 1 kali sehari.
Td selongkar2 kotak lame jumpe another upt clearblue digital..selama ni cek pkai upt rm4 shj..hurm..husband kate cek je la esok. Ape2 pun mmg kena redha, semua da tertulis kat arash dah rezeki kita. Ye btul tu. so, esok fmu inshaAllah..moga Allah perkenankan doa kami dan jadikan kami insan yg bersyukur. Amin aminnn..
Mohon doa semua kwn2 k.
Harini dah 7dp5dt bermaksud 7 days past 5 embryo day transfer.
Actually FET berlaku pada 18/9/2015, iaitu jumaat lepas. Khamis pagi sehari sblm fet tu, msj doc tnye psl level progesterone. Alhamdulillah level low sesuai utk fet. But sebab embryo baru thaw pg tu, so better fet esok. So, jumaat pagi tu kol 7.30 pagi da kat admission kaunter. Naik wad dpt bilik same time OPU, nurse situ pun da kenal sy, hehe.. Lepas amik blood pressure semua, kami turun bwh g mkn nasi lemak kegemaran kat kedai ma'cik. Then singgah MBG beli air avocado..sedap!
Kol 9 naik wad balik, tuka baju OT, g toilet kosongkn bladder n start minum air semula. Punyalah cuak minum smpai 1L air, huhu. Dlm kol 9.45 pg tu nurse da dtg nk bwk g masuk OT. Husband g tuka baju OT since die bole masuk sepanjang fet tu. kol 10 cmtu da rase nk terkucil sgt2, tu la byk sgt minum air haha.. Doc dtg dlm kol 10.30 pg. bygkn lame betul thn kencing huaaaa...
Masuk ot, doctor panggil utk tgk embryos kat screen dgn embryologist. Alhamdulillah 2 hatching blastocytes cantik sgt kat screen. Embryologist gredkan 3AB xsilap. Lepas tgk mulakan proses fet. Masa tu bukan takut sakit kena masuk alat kat bawah tp more pd nk terkucil sgt haha. Bila scan tgk mmg betul bladder sgt penuh huhu..tp fet bole je proceed. Dlm 10 mins cmtu, doc mintk baca bismillah n masukkan 2 blastocytes tu. then doc masukkn tiub lepaskn air kencing n baru legaaaaaa...hahaha
Lepas tu nurse xbg bgn lg..lps setgh jam dlm ot, katil sy pun smpai, nurse angkat naik atas katil n tolak ke bilik. Xboleh bgn sejam. Tp lps setgh jam rase nk kencing lg..aduiyaiii..tp thn jgk smpai sejam terus meluru ke tandas. Doc mintk kami admit sehari utk bedrest n kurangkan aktiviti bgn.
Fet tak bius sebab xsakit, cuma seksa thn kencing je la.
2dp5dt
Simptom perut or bhgian rahim mcm ade jarum cucuk2. Perut mmg cramp mcm nk period tp xla teruk sgt..but the cucuk2 things is new which i nvr felt before.
3dp5dt
Cucuk2 simptom masih ade especially bile berehat n baring.
4dp5dt
Time ni da kami balik kg kat desaru. Cucuk2 da xde
5dp5dt.
Kami gatal2 wat upt kol 5 ptg, and hasilnya BFN la huhu..time ni frust sikit tp sedapkan hati sbb amik timing ptg kan.
6dp5dt
Bgn pg2 wat upt lg skali, another BFN. Pg ni pg raya, terus xde mood..huhu..risau sbb baca ramai je da dpt bfp time ni. But bila gugel2, ade yg kate fet ni Hcg level mmg lower than natural pregnancy, so kena tunggu sekurang2nya 10dp5dt, which is my beta date this coming monday, 28/9/15.
7dp5dt
Ops lupe bgtau, sepanjang ni sy solat duduk je, but harini da start solat mcm biasa. Ubat insert seperti biasa iaitu femoston kuning 3 kali sehari dan crinone 1 kali sehari.
Td selongkar2 kotak lame jumpe another upt clearblue digital..selama ni cek pkai upt rm4 shj..hurm..husband kate cek je la esok. Ape2 pun mmg kena redha, semua da tertulis kat arash dah rezeki kita. Ye btul tu. so, esok fmu inshaAllah..moga Allah perkenankan doa kami dan jadikan kami insan yg bersyukur. Amin aminnn..
Mohon doa semua kwn2 k.
Wednesday, 16 September 2015
My IVF Journey - FET is coming!
Assalammualaikum
Harini ialah CD18. Alkisahnya lps OPU haritu, doc prescribe utk makan progynova 1 tab 3x daily and femoston merah shj utk insert kat vagina 1 tab 3x daily until cd17, which is appointment date, which is yesterday. Owh before that, sepanjang cycle ni jgk sy consume 50ml promengrate juice pagi sblm sarapan and 1 cup of raspberry leaf tea ptg time teatime. Both products sy beli online, which said to help in thickening the endometrium lining.
So yesterday was the appointment to check my lining. Alhamdulillah it was 9mm! The ideal lining for implantation, which it should be above 7mm. Terkejut jugak secepat ni dia tebal sbb lps opu haritu doc predict fet lps raya haji. But masa scan tu ade 1 corpus lutheum yg x shrink lg dr lps opu haritu which doc afraid it will secrete progesterone and mess up the whole fet cycle. Doc ade tnye ade x bloating and sakit breast and nipple..sy ckp xde.. So most likely progesterone sgt low, but to be cautious doc mintk cek progesterone level. Result akn dpt pagi khamis and if ok, ptg tu fet.
Wahhh soo sooonnn... Mcm xprepare la plak..hope level tu cukup rendah utk proceed khamis ni. So doc prescribe injection proluton untuk inject pg khamis. Injection mesti dibuat oleh doc or nurse sbb die inject intramuscularly, which expert je yg bole injectkn. And femoston kena tuka ke warna kuning, which contain progesterone, and habiskan progynova. And one more thing, crinone, which is a vaginal progesterone gel to be inserted every morning.
So, harini cuti malaysia, kelam kabut kemas rumah bagai sbb lps fet dah xleh wat kje2 berat..huhu
Excitednye utk fet.. I dont know what to expect but im feeling positive this whole cycle. What ever happen it is for the best for both of us. Mohon doakan kami ye kwn2.
Harini ialah CD18. Alkisahnya lps OPU haritu, doc prescribe utk makan progynova 1 tab 3x daily and femoston merah shj utk insert kat vagina 1 tab 3x daily until cd17, which is appointment date, which is yesterday. Owh before that, sepanjang cycle ni jgk sy consume 50ml promengrate juice pagi sblm sarapan and 1 cup of raspberry leaf tea ptg time teatime. Both products sy beli online, which said to help in thickening the endometrium lining.
So yesterday was the appointment to check my lining. Alhamdulillah it was 9mm! The ideal lining for implantation, which it should be above 7mm. Terkejut jugak secepat ni dia tebal sbb lps opu haritu doc predict fet lps raya haji. But masa scan tu ade 1 corpus lutheum yg x shrink lg dr lps opu haritu which doc afraid it will secrete progesterone and mess up the whole fet cycle. Doc ade tnye ade x bloating and sakit breast and nipple..sy ckp xde.. So most likely progesterone sgt low, but to be cautious doc mintk cek progesterone level. Result akn dpt pagi khamis and if ok, ptg tu fet.
Wahhh soo sooonnn... Mcm xprepare la plak..hope level tu cukup rendah utk proceed khamis ni. So doc prescribe injection proluton untuk inject pg khamis. Injection mesti dibuat oleh doc or nurse sbb die inject intramuscularly, which expert je yg bole injectkn. And femoston kena tuka ke warna kuning, which contain progesterone, and habiskan progynova. And one more thing, crinone, which is a vaginal progesterone gel to be inserted every morning.
So, harini cuti malaysia, kelam kabut kemas rumah bagai sbb lps fet dah xleh wat kje2 berat..huhu
Excitednye utk fet.. I dont know what to expect but im feeling positive this whole cycle. What ever happen it is for the best for both of us. Mohon doakan kami ye kwn2.
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