Wednesday 30 September 2015

My IVF Journey - 2nd Beta

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Pg td kol 8.30 dah terpacak depan outpatient lab pantai bangsar untuk amik drh sekali lg untuk beta kali ke 2. Then kol 12 suami xsabar2 suruh call nurse salina. Tp tau je la kan, klinik kol 1 lebih baru abis, nurse salina mesti busy.. And as expected, kena tinggalkan nombor nnt die call semula.. Punya la berdebar kol brpe la die nk call ni..

Dlm kol 3 tu die call, tanya nk wat appointment ke.. Haha,, pastu sy btau nk cek beta..ooo nnt die kena call lab dulu cek.. Lg setgh jam die call balik..aduiyaii tunggu lg...

Then, 3.30 pm salina call, bgtau beta reading 32.. Alhamdulillah!!

Kami expect die naik dlm 38 but as long as die naik ke 30++ da ok utk kami...

So husband pun kate da bole bgtau family kot..ok family only..public? I dont think so. Tu tunggu baby keluar la k.

Mohon doa kwn2 baby kuat lekat sehat dan selamat bersalin nnt.

Next appointment time 5weeks 3days which is next week, nk peek tgk kantung..inshaAllah..doakan ye kwn2. Sy pun doakan kwn2 yg membaca ni dikurniakan rezeki anak dlm masa terdekat ni amin...

Monday 28 September 2015

My IVF journey - BETA day

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Beta is better.. Mcm sultan melaka x? Hehe

Harini hari ambil drh utk cek beta. Owh btw masa 8dp5dt, upt clearblue digital said Not Pregnant as expected, so we move on and pasrah utk ujian harini.

Smpai pantai dlm kol 8.30 cmtu, husband drop dulu sbb die kena g dftr seminar kat s alam. Smpai je terus g pathology and draw blood, ujian siap dlm masa 2-3jam lps tu. so g mkn breakfast subway dulu, then lepak kat surau. Solat dhuha, baca yasin sket , google blog2 org.. Time ni sentiasa condition kan diri yg walau ape pun keputusannya, itu yg terbaik utk kami. N siap2 da pk, klu pregnant, nk siapkan projek cross stitch sy (projek ni nnt sy story lain entry ye), n klu xpregnant kena shred 10kgs before next treatment.

Dlm kol 10 g naik klinik utk ambil nombor, dpt no 12. Kol 11 cmtu husband sampai, time tu br nombor 7..sesi pagi punya xabes lg. harini rmi sgt org sbb baru abes cuti raya kan. So dlm kol 12.45 tghhari tu br dpt msuk bilik doc. Berdebar smpai g toilet 3 kali lah huhu..

1st soalam doktor, ubat ape amik n bile amik..terkejut jgk doktor tnye ni..sy jwb la.. Then doktor kate bgs2 sbb hcg awk cantik.. Bacaan 19...

Sy tnye lg, 19 tu pregnant ke x doktor.. Doktor kate definitely pregnant. Cuma bacaan rendah, tkut miscarriage, tp tu kena amik drh lg 2 hari.

Time tu mcm speechless plak..xda sangka langsung ade reading..ya Allah..

Doktor cite bkn ni ade 3 pesakit ivf die, awk n sorg lg pregnant, sorg lg xpregnant sbb slalu skip dose tghhari. Tu yg die tnye tu...ooooo

So skrg teruskn femoston kuning dan crinone, dan rabu ni cek beta lg. expected utk beta double or triple.. Tq kwn2 utk doa dan semangatnya..mohon doakan hcg kami double or triple rabu ni.

Patut la upt semua -ve, bacaan sgt rendah rupenya..

Friday 25 September 2015

My IVF journey - FET day

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Harini dah 7dp5dt bermaksud 7 days past 5 embryo day transfer.

Actually FET berlaku pada 18/9/2015, iaitu jumaat lepas. Khamis pagi sehari sblm fet tu, msj doc tnye psl level progesterone. Alhamdulillah level low sesuai utk fet. But sebab embryo baru thaw pg tu, so better fet esok. So, jumaat pagi tu kol 7.30 pagi da kat admission kaunter. Naik wad dpt bilik same time OPU, nurse situ pun da kenal sy, hehe.. Lepas amik blood pressure semua, kami turun bwh g mkn nasi lemak kegemaran kat kedai ma'cik. Then singgah MBG beli air avocado..sedap!

Kol 9 naik wad balik, tuka baju OT, g toilet kosongkn bladder n start minum air semula. Punyalah cuak minum smpai 1L air, huhu. Dlm kol 9.45 pg tu nurse da dtg nk bwk g masuk OT. Husband g tuka baju OT since die bole masuk sepanjang fet tu. kol 10 cmtu da rase nk terkucil sgt2, tu la byk sgt minum air haha.. Doc dtg dlm kol 10.30 pg. bygkn lame betul thn kencing huaaaa...

Masuk ot, doctor panggil utk tgk embryos kat screen dgn embryologist. Alhamdulillah 2 hatching blastocytes cantik sgt kat screen. Embryologist gredkan 3AB xsilap. Lepas tgk mulakan proses fet. Masa tu bukan takut sakit kena masuk alat kat bawah tp more pd nk terkucil sgt haha. Bila scan tgk mmg betul bladder sgt penuh huhu..tp fet bole je proceed. Dlm 10 mins cmtu, doc mintk baca bismillah n masukkan 2 blastocytes tu. then doc masukkn tiub lepaskn air kencing n baru legaaaaaa...hahaha

Lepas tu nurse xbg bgn lg..lps setgh jam dlm ot, katil sy pun smpai, nurse angkat naik atas katil n tolak ke bilik. Xboleh bgn sejam. Tp lps setgh jam rase nk kencing lg..aduiyaiii..tp thn jgk smpai sejam terus meluru ke tandas. Doc mintk kami admit sehari utk bedrest n kurangkan aktiviti bgn.

Fet tak bius sebab xsakit, cuma seksa thn kencing je la.

2dp5dt
Simptom perut or bhgian rahim mcm ade jarum cucuk2. Perut mmg cramp mcm nk period tp xla teruk sgt..but the cucuk2 things is new which i nvr felt before.

3dp5dt
Cucuk2 simptom masih ade especially bile berehat n baring.

4dp5dt
Time ni da kami balik kg kat desaru. Cucuk2 da xde

5dp5dt.
Kami gatal2 wat upt kol 5 ptg, and hasilnya BFN la huhu..time ni frust sikit tp sedapkan hati sbb amik timing ptg kan.

6dp5dt
Bgn pg2 wat upt lg skali, another BFN. Pg ni pg raya, terus xde mood..huhu..risau sbb baca ramai je da dpt bfp time ni. But bila gugel2, ade yg kate fet ni Hcg level mmg lower than natural pregnancy, so kena tunggu sekurang2nya 10dp5dt, which is my beta date this coming monday, 28/9/15.

7dp5dt
Ops lupe bgtau, sepanjang ni sy solat duduk je, but harini da start solat mcm biasa. Ubat insert seperti biasa iaitu femoston kuning 3 kali sehari dan crinone 1 kali sehari.

 Td selongkar2 kotak lame jumpe another upt clearblue digital..selama ni cek pkai upt rm4 shj..hurm..husband kate cek je la esok. Ape2 pun mmg kena redha, semua da tertulis kat arash dah rezeki kita. Ye btul tu. so, esok fmu inshaAllah..moga Allah perkenankan doa kami dan jadikan kami insan yg bersyukur. Amin aminnn..

Mohon doa semua kwn2 k.

Wednesday 16 September 2015

My IVF Journey - FET is coming!

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Harini ialah CD18. Alkisahnya lps OPU haritu, doc prescribe utk makan progynova 1 tab 3x daily and femoston merah shj utk insert kat vagina 1 tab 3x daily until cd17, which is appointment date, which is yesterday. Owh before that, sepanjang cycle ni jgk sy consume 50ml promengrate juice pagi sblm sarapan and 1 cup of raspberry leaf tea ptg time teatime. Both products sy beli online, which said to help in thickening the endometrium lining.

So yesterday was the appointment to check my lining. Alhamdulillah it was 9mm! The ideal lining for implantation, which it should be above 7mm. Terkejut jugak secepat ni dia tebal sbb lps opu haritu doc predict fet lps raya haji. But masa scan tu ade 1 corpus lutheum yg x shrink lg dr lps opu haritu which doc afraid it will secrete progesterone and mess up the whole fet cycle. Doc ade tnye ade x bloating and sakit breast and nipple..sy ckp xde.. So most likely progesterone sgt low, but to be cautious doc mintk cek progesterone level. Result akn dpt pagi khamis and if ok, ptg tu fet.

Wahhh soo sooonnn... Mcm xprepare la plak..hope level tu cukup rendah utk proceed khamis ni. So doc prescribe injection proluton untuk inject pg khamis. Injection mesti dibuat oleh doc or nurse sbb die inject intramuscularly, which expert je yg bole injectkn. And femoston kena tuka ke warna kuning, which contain progesterone, and habiskan progynova. And one more thing, crinone, which is a vaginal progesterone gel to be inserted every morning.

So, harini cuti malaysia, kelam kabut kemas rumah bagai sbb lps fet dah xleh wat kje2 berat..huhu

Excitednye utk fet.. I dont know what to expect but im feeling positive this whole cycle. What ever happen it is for the best for both of us. Mohon doakan kami ye kwn2.